
Sometimes its all in the title. This book has been sitting in my shelf for awhile now and every so often my eyes would light upon it and the title would resound in my head, progressively tugging at my mind till finally, I picked it up. The title is certainly arresting enough and the much of the story takes place in the exotic landscape of Lapland.
The story begins with the death of Clarissa’s father and a discovery that changes her life. She learns that the father she’s just buried is in fact not her father. This discovery poisons her life and pushes her to find answers and her mother who had disappeared from their family 14 years earlier. And her search takes her to the little known lands of the Sami people, from whom she is descended.
Much of the novel’s strength lies in the control author Vida wields over her heavy subject matter. There are secrets built upon other secrets and she reveals them slowly while ensuring that we stay engrossed in Clarissa’s story. In a way the exoticness of the story’s locale underscores the psychological terrain that Clarissa’s character explores. There is an overlapping theme of searching for identity, making a new one at the same time creating multiple lives to fit these different identities. And it is extremely interesting to read a character that is able to do so completely without regard to the emotional cost to those who love her. I think one of the most brutal lines I’ve ever read comes about almost at the end of the book, where Olivia, Clarissa’s mother tells her “you poor thing…you always tried so hard to get a reaction from me. Can you put another log on the fire?” A cold character to say the least, but the story is so well told, that while I was horrified, there was a basis from which I could see how it could come about and even felt a sort of sympathy or empathy for her. Ultimately its ending is consistent with its theme of finding, renewing and creating identities that finally, allow one to live. Re-reading it now, as I write, I find that it is a gratifyingly hopeful one.
The story begins with the death of Clarissa’s father and a discovery that changes her life. She learns that the father she’s just buried is in fact not her father. This discovery poisons her life and pushes her to find answers and her mother who had disappeared from their family 14 years earlier. And her search takes her to the little known lands of the Sami people, from whom she is descended.
Much of the novel’s strength lies in the control author Vida wields over her heavy subject matter. There are secrets built upon other secrets and she reveals them slowly while ensuring that we stay engrossed in Clarissa’s story. In a way the exoticness of the story’s locale underscores the psychological terrain that Clarissa’s character explores. There is an overlapping theme of searching for identity, making a new one at the same time creating multiple lives to fit these different identities. And it is extremely interesting to read a character that is able to do so completely without regard to the emotional cost to those who love her. I think one of the most brutal lines I’ve ever read comes about almost at the end of the book, where Olivia, Clarissa’s mother tells her “you poor thing…you always tried so hard to get a reaction from me. Can you put another log on the fire?” A cold character to say the least, but the story is so well told, that while I was horrified, there was a basis from which I could see how it could come about and even felt a sort of sympathy or empathy for her. Ultimately its ending is consistent with its theme of finding, renewing and creating identities that finally, allow one to live. Re-reading it now, as I write, I find that it is a gratifyingly hopeful one.






The Sagrada Familia is probably the city’s most famous monument. It is an impressive site; the vision of Modernist genius Antoni Gaudi, who left quite a mark on the city. The first glimpse of the Sagrada is one to remember. Its’ only finished façade greets you as you exit the metro. There is almost too much to take in at once—the walls frescoed and sculpted with flowing lines so that every inch is covered in figures, both mystical and fanciful. At the same time, you see at once that it is still an on going project. Huge cranes loom alongside the towering spires and inside is a mass of impressive scaffolding covering a great deal of the interior. There is something moving about the people’s ongoing commitment to finish this vision of Gaudi, who lived only to see a very small part of his dream completed. And since the project is completely funded by private donations and the entrance fees, it could easily take decades for it to reach completion, if ever. A long queue towards the lift is well worth it once we reached the top and beheld the magnificent views of the city. From this height, you can see the Mediterranean Sea stretching as far as the eye can see. And it is from here also that we can see the words of praise frescoed onto the upper reaches of the tower. Gaudi, a devout man, when asked why the need to inscribe such words where no one could see them famously replied that “it mattered not, as angels could see them”. Its easy to see why he felt he could take his time to finish his project, since God, his client was in no hurry. 













